Alas, I have yet to lose my mind and slip into a Buffyverse delusion in which I'm having a torrid affair with Spike (in my delusion, we're still in Sunnydale in an endless S5 - it's very nice without all of the Scooby infighting and without the Potentials taking up valuable space and before I got bored with Spike).
I will have a Buffy episode posting this weekend... I'm a third of the way through 'And Then She Was Bad'... I just need a few more days of moping about and feeling sorry for myself.
That is the only promise I'm ready to make at this point.