Hello, gang o'mine. I'll try not to ramble too much here, but to forewarn, I've only been asleep about an hour and now I'm sitting at the computer trying to get my heart to stop jack-hammering....
This may not be as coherent as I think it is... you'll be forgiving, I'm sure.
I wanted to post something about my current state and to do a mini-poll thingie about Fear. Not rational fears, like being on a hiking trail and running into a bear (or a rattlesnake if you hike in the desert) ... I mean, who wouldn't that shock the crapola out of. No, this is about irrational fear - or rational fears that have been blown so out of proportion that it no longer seems rational.
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Well... I feel a little better, now. The shadows have been driven away, I can recognize the stupid refrigerator sounds for what they are, there aren't weird pops that sound just like stomping footsteps traveling across the floor and my heart isn't jackhammering and the eyes aren't jittering and I'm not holding my breath trying to hear the non-existent breaker and enterers. Thanks in advance to anyone willing to participate in the poll...!